As I said I am super excited about the various secret projects that are going on at the moment - I say it all the time but if everything pans out this could be a real break for me. On the whole I have had a very varied day - our aim was to do as many different solo sexual things as we could and we are continuing this mission at a later date. Today covered alot of fetishes and it was great to let my fetish kinks out for a change. I often say that what you see with me is what you get but that is only part true, sexually you can split me right down the middle. Both sides are naturally sex hungry and both sides are equally filthy but they are total opposites.
I love being cute and fluffy in bed then doing filthy things. There is nothing sexier than being all sweet and innocent just before gagging on a cock. I like having a cute little pussy and giggling during sex while talking and indulging, I especially love talking to you guys direct to camera. That all feeds the part of me that wants to feel like a girl and wants to just have fun, playful sex.
Then there is fetish me. Fetish me likes to say filthy cuntish words in a very blunt and definite way. I like to play around with pain and pleasure, pour hot wax all over myself and suffer trash talked.
Both sides are an important part of me and both are a very real part of me. If you look in my eyes you can see there is real hunger and want for each kind of sex, neither takes preference and neither is put on. Why am I telling you this. Well I suppose because I did both back to back over the last two days and the contrast suddenly became apparent. I wanted to check you understood that both Me's are still me, I'd hate for anyone to think it was just an act. A general comment on the Abby Winters boards has got me a little paranoid about people thinking that. The general ethos seems to be that porn is fake and porn stars fake it and ham it up and on the whole I don't. Hell we are all guilty of a super fake scream every 30 or so scenes, if a direct screams for more, more he will get but I like to try and be real when ever possible. If two out of four projects come good I will be housing these two sides into separate enterprises and it will be interesting to see if sexually you prefer one side of me more than the other or if you flick between the two.
